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will graham. ([personal profile] disarrayed) wrote2025-06-01 10:24 am

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mygoodsir: (concerned again)

[personal profile] mygoodsir 2025-06-10 07:05 am (UTC)(link)
Well. I am, a bit. Hardly rugged.

[Harry closes his eyes and tries not to tremble at this display of kindness.]

I made a fool of myself. What's worse is that it was entirely pointless. I've been dumped.

My ex husband will probably fuck him, now.

[He doesn't sound angry, or even particularly self pitying. He just sounds incredibly sad and resigned.]

What did you bring to read?
holyposition: (when i open up the door)

[personal profile] holyposition 2025-06-10 02:49 pm (UTC)(link)
[ He takes a seat in an armchair across from him, cool leather soothing against the sunkissed skin that’s spent all morning by the lake, staring out into the middle distance. Tell me about yourself sounds so basic, but he’s got to start somewhere, doesn’t he?

Teo leans back, sinking into the cushion, and cradles the coffee he brought with him against his chest. ]


I just graduated with a degree in history and sociology. It took me an extra year because I got in trouble a few times. I’m an activist. My friends and I have performed some actions that some people think are extreme. I wasn’t even planning on being here this year, but my parents insisted because a sex tape I made last fall got out. My grandfather died only a month ago but somehow people seeing my ass is the worst thing to ever happen to this family.

[ He steeples his fingers against the warm side of his cup, trying very hard, and failing even harder, not to let any bitterness seep through. Teo knows what his problem is. But he can’t deal with any Freudian, cliche bullshit like his daddy didn’t love him enough and now he’s broken, sorry. Every Salvatore believes the world revolves around them, and hell if he’s going to prove his father right. ]

I sabotage my relationships. Every time they get too close I get cold feet or push them away. I want to figure out how to stop doing that.
kobes: ([fb] i like it rough)

[personal profile] kobes 2025-06-11 03:04 am (UTC)(link)
[it’s not like koby can’t measure his responses – he can, he has, he does most of the time, bottles them up and boxes them away for later, for another time, another life. but will has a way of drawing them out coaxingly, soothing and caressing until the walls crumble, until the dam sags enough to let in the ebb of deep, dark water, and koby doesn’t notice until it’s pooling around his ankles, his knees, his waist. until there’s no choice but to sink, because swimming’s never been an option, not with doctor graham.

so he lets his knees rock open, apart, one nudging the hard bulge almost carelessly, curled against will’s chest and moaning open-mouthed into the crook of his neck, near-cradled, a pieta sort of pose – he’s been to rome, he’s seen it, he’d been compelled by the fragility of the held body, the power and stoicism of the holding. but he’s no christ, and will’s no virgin mary, so koby rocks his hips up once more, grinds into the hand cupped between his legs, then pulls away.
]

Y-Yeah, I can. I can. [gulping, earnest, like will’s mouth hadn’t left his neck, his ear tingling, singed with contact, with the forbidden bliss of his tongue, his teeth. like koby couldn’t feel every touch like a brand, imagining it layered on top of thousands of other touches and burning them away, all in one measure. he wonders, mildly, what will had fed him, what sort of drug is taking effect, but he waits until he’s up on his shaky legs, then down on his wobbly knees, hands on his doctor’s thighs, pushing them apart and bullying his way between them.

it’s there, there only that koby pauses, a penitent kneeling, tips his chin up and drums his fingers against will’s firm thighs.
] What’d you give me? [pointed, bemused even, tilting his head to one side and letting the overgrown fluff of his hair fall into his eyes.]
mygoodsir: (prince)

sometime in later june

[personal profile] mygoodsir 2025-06-20 01:19 am (UTC)(link)
[The sun has just set - orange and pink still stain the horizon but the rest of the sky is an indigo edging into velvety black. The heat of the day is only now beginning to dissipate, and a light breeze drifts through the open windows.

What Will will find upon entering his room is Harry completely nude, spawled on top of Will's bed. He's reading in the low light of the bedside lamp, and he looks up when Will comes in.]


You're not going to believe what I found in my room.
kobes: ([fb] push up to my body)

[personal profile] kobes 2025-06-20 04:34 am (UTC)(link)
[there’s a coltish sort of awkwardness in koby’s movements, even now, because will’s so damn good at unpeeling his layers, at making him feel seen in a way that’s fucking terrifying and fucking bliss at the same time. there’s no need to pretend, no need to fake it, no need to be anything but will graham’s good boy, and while he’s been cagey about the why and what and how, koby’s let slip a few things – that he’s lonely, that he’s miserable, that his adoptive mother has a grip on him both terrifying and inescapable. that he does anything she asks, seduces or threatens or robs anyone she points to, because he doesn’t know how to do anything else anymore.

more telling, perhaps, is the way koby’s eyes go glazed and heated when will’s hand slips into his hair, when he grips and tugs up, secure, safe, held. whatever he does, whatever comes next, koby wants, wants it laced with the haze of whatever drug is pumping through his system even now, wants it any way will chooses. it’s an escape, an addictive one, and koby doesn’t really wanna think about how he’d be without it.

a soft huff, reaching up to slide his hands over the familiar shape of will’s dick in his pants, palming the thick heft of it, then squeezing, before moving to undo his belt.
] Doesn’t mean you gave me Xanax, doc. I’m not stupid. [koby rolls his eyes upwards, sticks out his tongue, lets the stud catch the light, leave his lips plush, wet.] Gonna let me suck you off or what? Once this shit really hits I won’t have the coordination to do anything but get fucked over your desk, y’know.
mygoodsir: (pta lookin mfer)

[personal profile] mygoodsir 2025-06-20 04:53 am (UTC)(link)
Too hot for clothes, luv.

[He turns the book do that Will can see the title: The Indifferent Stars Above: The Harrowing Saga of the Donner Party.]

Found it tucked into the desk. A little light reading from the former occupant, one supposes. But look, it gets better...

[He sits up a little, turning the book so Will can see that there are post-it notes peeking out from the pages. Harry opens the book to one.]

Look at this. The book speaks of the unusually harsh weather that occured in the Sierra Nevadas, and the note says, "It was the same cold snap." It's even underlined.

[He smiles at Will, but his eyes are dimly confused and frightened.]

Strange, isn't it?

Lots of strange goings on, Will. Here, give us a kiss. You look lovely.
mygoodsir: https://twoface.dreamwidth.org/ (still upset)

[personal profile] mygoodsir 2025-06-20 05:30 am (UTC)(link)
[He wets his lips.]

Yes.

[He's more sober than he has been in some time, and that isn't helping. But Will's body does, gives him an anchor to reality.

He kisses back hotly, fear channeling itself into lust instead.]


I saw something. Things have been wrong since.

[His one hand finds Will's curls and tugs.]
mygoodsir: https://twoface.dreamwidth.org/ (oh gurl)

[personal profile] mygoodsir 2025-06-20 06:20 am (UTC)(link)
[He sighs and closes his eyes, grinding up against Will lightly. Both his hands move now, skating over every part of Will that they can.

Slowly, he speaks.]


I found a room. I was leaving the observation deck of the casino, and I walked into this room with... a chest, or a box. I'm not sure which.

There was something in the box that I can't properly recall. Valuables, I think. But also... not.

The thing is, Will, I can't find the room again. I've looked everywhere.

[He bares his throat and digs his blunt nails into Will's shoulders.]
mygoodsir: https://twoface.dreamwidth.org/ (stressy depressy)

[personal profile] mygoodsir 2025-06-20 06:32 am (UTC)(link)
[He does as he's bid. His cock stiffens a little and he rocks up again.]

Just the sort of thing you'd find in an attic. A steamer trunk sort of thing. It had... gold coins. At first.

[Harry groans softly.]

It smelled awful. Like spoilt meat.

Kiss me again?
holyposition: (and that i never blamed you)

[personal profile] holyposition 2025-06-20 04:00 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Expecting him not to wave his cup around is anti-italian discrimination. But, he relents, taking a small sip from it before leaving it on a side table within reach. Will’s next words nearly make him recoil, as if he’s smelled something rotten. What frightens him? They just met.

He can talk about his parents, though. He’s certainly complained to less willing audiences. ]


Try just...absent. She’s already left him for his brother, but even when she was around, she wasn’t really. I mostly see her when she decides to lecture me for making her look bad. My dad just works. Sometimes he tries, but it’s always years too late. They hate each other and pushed me off on nannies and boarding schools and my nonno. Who's gone, so.

[ He pauses. Is this normal, to just blather out the cliff notes of his entire life so the good doc can slap a bandaid on it? He doesn’t know, he never asked Koby how the actual therapy part was supposed to go, he just asked if the dick was good. Teo shuts his eyes, just for a second. Maybe it’ll pass as a long blink. ]

And they’re finally getting a divorce, so they care more about who gets what than the fact that he’s gone.
mygoodsir: (uncertain)

cw: dead animal

[personal profile] mygoodsir 2025-06-21 07:41 pm (UTC)(link)
Ah. Yes.

[Harry groans again, his hands wandering as if he's not sure where to rest them: Will's wrists, forearms, sides.]

Broken glass. And... Will, this is so strange, I cannot begin to explain it, but... I'm almost positive that I saw a dead monkey.

[Harry's confusion at least makes sense. His horror, however, seems to be without reason.]

I've not felt right since.
mygoodsir: (the open c)

[personal profile] mygoodsir 2025-06-26 04:35 am (UTC)(link)
A capuchin.

[It's all he manages before he's kissed again, groaning and rolling his hips up when he's bitten. Blood, the taste of blood, so familiar.

He wraps his arms tightly around Will's neck and spreads his legs so he can hook his heels over Will's calves. He doesn't think when he answers:]


Because I killed her.
mygoodsir: (hot)

[personal profile] mygoodsir 2025-06-26 05:02 am (UTC)(link)
[He cries out softly when Will digs at the old bite, hurt but excited by that very fact. He welcomes every scrape of teeth on skin, wonders what it might take to get Will to draw more blood.

He presses back, shameless in his clear desire to be taken.]


I don't know. I can't remember. Only that it was for a greater purpose.

Will, please... please, your teeth...

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