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[The sun has just set - orange and pink still stain the horizon but the rest of the sky is an indigo edging into velvety black. The heat of the day is only now beginning to dissipate, and a light breeze drifts through the open windows.

What Will will find upon entering his room is Harry completely nude, spawled on top of Will's bed. He's reading in the low light of the bedside lamp, and he looks up when Will comes in.]

You're not going to believe what I found in my room.

[ he's just coming back from a few added appointments and walks in shrugging off his suit jacket when he spots harry, comfortable and sprawled on his bed. this isn't a completely unusual occurrence, but it does bring a surprised little smile to his face. ]

And what did you find in your room? [ he steps out of his shoes, shucks his jeans, leaving him in a button down and boxer briefs as he approaches the bed, smoothing a hand along the back of one of harry's arms. ]

From the looks of it, you didn't find your clothes.

Too hot for clothes, luv.

[He turns the book do that Will can see the title: The Indifferent Stars Above: The Harrowing Saga of the Donner Party.]

Found it tucked into the desk. A little light reading from the former occupant, one supposes. But look, it gets better...

[He sits up a little, turning the book so Will can see that there are post-it notes peeking out from the pages. Harry opens the book to one.]

Look at this. The book speaks of the unusually harsh weather that occured in the Sierra Nevadas, and the note says, "It was the same cold snap." It's even underlined.

[He smiles at Will, but his eyes are dimly confused and frightened.]

Strange, isn't it?

Lots of strange goings on, Will. Here, give us a kiss. You look lovely.

[ he takes up the book, looking closer at the little post-its, but the notes make little sense to him, at least in this context. but it's harry's voice and demeanor that draw him in instead, fingers sliding away from the book to the man's wrist, idly feeling for the rabbiting of his pulse. ]

You're afraid.

[ he turns then, moving to straddle harry's hips, weighting him down to the bed but not obliging the kiss just yet. harry is delightful to kiss, to do so many more things with, but even will can see the solid outline of a man begin to blur and distort. ]

What are you afraid of, Harry? [ he reaches for his cheek, his chin, then leans in and kisses him hard. ]

[He wets his lips.]

Yes.

[He's more sober than he has been in some time, and that isn't helping. But Will's body does, gives him an anchor to reality.

He kisses back hotly, fear channeling itself into lust instead.]

I saw something. Things have been wrong since.

[His one hand finds Will's curls and tugs.]

[ will leans his body heavy into harry’s, soaking up the kiss and letting his own strong hands plant on either side of the man’s head. it gives him nothing else to look at but will.

he gets close, noses bumping, mouth a ghost over harry’s. ]

Talk me through what you saw, from the beginning.

[ he shifts his weight, clothed ass sitting comfortably over harry’s dick. weight, presence - what better than the body’s base needs to keep someone firmly rooted in the present. ]

[He sighs and closes his eyes, grinding up against Will lightly. Both his hands move now, skating over every part of Will that they can.

Slowly, he speaks.]

I found a room. I was leaving the observation deck of the casino, and I walked into this room with... a chest, or a box. I'm not sure which.

There was something in the box that I can't properly recall. Valuables, I think. But also... not.

The thing is, Will, I can't find the room again. I've looked everywhere.

[He bares his throat and digs his blunt nails into Will's shoulders.]

[ will lets him move, pressing his hips down as harry’s go up, enjoying the sensation even though his attention hangs on every word the man says. ]

Close your eyes, Harry.

[ he slides his hands over the man’s chest, soothing and soft, tracing the lines of muscle and their connective tissue. ]

You left the casino floor. You opened a door and inside there was a box, or a chest. Tell me.

[ he drags his nails over the man’s chest. ] What did the box look like? Did it have a scent? What did it feel like?

[He does as he's bid. His cock stiffens a little and he rocks up again.]

Just the sort of thing you'd find in an attic. A steamer trunk sort of thing. It had... gold coins. At first.

[Harry groans softly.]

It smelled awful. Like spoilt meat.

Kiss me again?

A first.

[ he presses his palms up harry's chest then up until he's cradling the man's face between his palms. leaning forward applies more friction, allows him to drag his own stiffening cock against the man's.

and just as he's asked, he kisses him - sweet and slow at first, with teeth catching the swell of his bottom lip after, pulling. ] It smelled awful. What did you see when you looked in again?

[ another kiss, hungry and slow, words spoken between every brush of contact. ]

Ah. Yes.

[Harry groans again, his hands wandering as if he's not sure where to rest them: Will's wrists, forearms, sides.]

Broken glass. And... Will, this is so strange, I cannot begin to explain it, but... I'm almost positive that I saw a dead monkey.

[Harry's confusion at least makes sense. His horror, however, seems to be without reason.]

I've not felt right since.

A dead monkey.

[ interesting. he lets harry's hands go, allows the skirting of fingers and nails along his skin. he kisses him again but this time he bites into it a little too harshly, draws blood from harry's tongue. ]

You could be restless - lost in yourself. Perhaps you're struggling with a change, or questioning who you are. Tell me, you saw a dead monkey - why did it make you uncomfortable.

[ he leans in further, flattening his chest to harry's, head dipping in against his throat, bloody and wet. ]

A capuchin.

[It's all he manages before he's kissed again, groaning and rolling his hips up when he's bitten. Blood, the taste of blood, so familiar.

He wraps his arms tightly around Will's neck and spreads his legs so he can hook his heels over Will's calves. He doesn't think when he answers:]

Because I killed her.

[ he sighs, a low rumbling sound against harry's throat, their hips coming flush. he wastes no time grinding his hardened, clothed cock down against harry's. he's warm and tolerant, eager for the taste of blood and the bite of pain. he sucks an angry, purpling mark into harry's collar bone. ]

Tell me how you killed her.

[ quiet, but intense, hands sliding down harry's side, pressing fingers into the place he'd bitten him when they laid out in the garden, just over his ribs, the wound likely healed. ]

You're doing so well, Harry. [ a passing lick at a nipple, a sloppy kiss to his sternum, blunt teeth dragging their way until he sits up, out of harry's reach and nudges forward, cock rutting against the curve of harry's ass. ]

[He cries out softly when Will digs at the old bite, hurt but excited by that very fact. He welcomes every scrape of teeth on skin, wonders what it might take to get Will to draw more blood.

He presses back, shameless in his clear desire to be taken.]

I don't know. I can't remember. Only that it was for a greater purpose.

Will, please... please, your teeth...

What purpose do you think it was for? Go on - take a guess.

[ he could have harry here - he could fuck him until he forgets about the monkey and purposes and any such things, but his ears fill with noise as harry urges him to use his teeth. it's been a rough day - a few strange sessions and meeting a young man named danny has made him realize just how quiet his hunger has been until now. ]

On your stomach.

[ he grinds his wanting cock against harry's ass one more time before he sits back, giving the man room to roll. he peels his own remaining clothes off - no need to get them messy - and only once harry has turned does he dive in, pressing wet kisses down his spine until he reaches the cleft of his ass. ]

Keep talking. [ and he presses, sliding his tongue eagerly along the puckered muscle of his hole. he'll have a bite of him - he knows it now, maybe a few, eager to remember harry's blood on his tongue, but he will build up to it. ]

Experimentation.

[He says it without thinking, the only way that seems to produce answers. If he lets himself consider the question for any amount of time, he thinks his way out of a reply.

He groans with relief when Will tells him to move. It's been a while, he realises, since he's not been cast in the role of 'daddy.' It's a nice change.

He rolls and pulls a pillow to him, hugging it tightly as Will kisses his way down. He whines softly when his tongue goes where he really craves.]

Ah. Yes. I. Please.

I think I'm losing my sense of reality. And I feel... a darkness. A disregard for myself. It's probably just a response to being so selfish, but...

Did you find what you were looking for?

[ experimentation. how delightful. he hums low and dips his head back, sucking at the sensitive flare of muscle before he settles into slow, slow licks, enjoying the little whines, the way harry moves and settles so eagerly for him. he grips at his ass cheeks, keeping him spread open, fingernails digging half moons into the pristine skin. ]

What were you selfish with? Tell me, Harry. [ a sigh against one buttock, a swipe of his tongue and the rub of bristle at his jaw. ] Tell me what you want. Do you still want my teeth? My mouth? [ a kiss, a nip, a lick. ] Or my hands? [ a thumb, pressed in against the wettened hole, just applying the faintest bit of pressure. ]

Or both.

Unfortunately, yes.

[He has no idea what that was, but he knows the answer to be true nonetheless. He feels entranced, as if Will has hypnotised him with his soft voice and clever tongue.

He lets his head hang, face obscured by his curls.]

I. I don't know. But I've been told as much. So it must be true.

[He shivers. His cock is trapped between his body and the bed and he makes no move to touch it. For the moment it is preferable to simply throb, not yet desperate.

He whines again, high and soft, at the feel of Will's thumb.]

Your cock. And your teeth.

[Quietly:]

I think of you often, in my dark moments. Of your lust. I wish to be enveloped by it.

To be consumed.

[ consumed. enveloped. it stirs something deep in will's belly, a monster waiting to be released and he laughs low against harry's skin, nuzzling in against it as his thumb is replaced by a forefinger, pressing in to the second knuckle. ]

You'll get my cock soon enough. [ he smiles, licks a long, slow stripe from the junction of harry's ass at his thigh up to his tail bone. he's divine - from the moment in the garden when he tasted blood and skin on his tongue he knew harry would be an utter delicacy and here he is, given a wide berth to consume, to taste, to sample him. he pushes the finger all the way in to the hilt, draws back out, repeats the motion slowly before he seeks out harry's prostate, pressing against it right as his teeth sink into the flesh of harry's ass cheek, into muscle. ]

Good.

[Murmured softly before he whines, hips twitching. He shoves a hand between his body and the bed, fingers finding his eager cock. He strokes, pulling his foreskin down so he can thumb the head, feeling precum dribble over his skin already. There is another fresh spill when Will presses against his prostate, and his body jerks beneath the sudden feel of teeth.]

God, yes.

[ he wants to stop the pesky hand that harry permits himself to use, but that can be dealt with later. later, because his teeth sink in, in, in - breaking the skin and then with a shallow bite - tears through sinew, muscle, tissue. spills hot blood into his mouth and will groans, heady and lustful and wanting the moment he pulls his head back, laughing as he chews. ]

You are...

[ another pump of his hand before he adds a second finger, making sure to find that pleasant little spot each time as he devours the very workings of harry altogether. ]

You taste divine. I could call you a fine carpaccio, but I think you taste even better than that.

[Harry's hand stills and his eyes snap open; the pain goes from being a sharp but regular thing to something deeper, something wrong.

Harry shrieks... but he doesn't move away.

Below the pain and sudden horror is still a pleasure.

Panting, he looks back over his shoulder. His eyes are huge, and they grow wider still when he sees Will swallow.

The whole world goes still white for a moment.

When it crashes back he's shocked to find that he's still hard, is in fact pushing back at Will's hand.]

You.

[ how funny how pleasure and panic can sound so similar. will swallows around the tender meat, blood dripping down his chin. the wound isn’t so bad - shallow and careful but shaped so perfectly like a dangerous kiss. ]

You wanted to be consumed, Harry.

[ the hips rocking into his hand, the sound he makes, the wet drip of harry’s cock onto the sheets. will pulls his fingers free and shifts on the bed, dropping his cock against his worked open hole, but not breaching it yet but applying pressure. ]

Yes, Harry? Tell me what you want.

[Not like this! part of him screams, the part that isn't spreading his legs wider. Blood pours freely down his thigh when he does. His heart pounds hard and fast and his breath catches in his throat as he hitches it in to scream.

It doesn't matter, a soft voice speaks up from the pit of his subconscious.

You're poison.

This nonsensical thought calms him, and he exhales in a quiet rush.]

I want you to bugger me already. And if you plan to take any more bites out of me, just not the neck.

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